i was going to cry...

I was going to cry.

I didn't know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and I'd cry for a week.

I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full.

-sylvia plath

'a black and white poem', vogue turkey march 2012, sarah moon