I mean...

"I MEAN IF I DON’T ANSWER
I DON’T ANSWER, AND THE REASON IS
THAT I AM NOT YET READY TO KILL YOU
OR LOVE YOU, OR EVEN ACCEPT YOU,
IT MEANS I DON’T WANT TO TALK.
I AM BUSY, I AM MAD, I AM GLAD
OR MAYBE I’M STRINGING UP A ROPE."

~   CHARLES BUKOWSKI  
Laiza Ferreira