when you feel...

when you feel perpetually unmotivated,

you start questioning your existence in an unhealthy way;

everything becomes a pseudo intellectual question you have no interests in responding whatsoever.

this whole process becomes your very skin and it does not merely affect you; it actually defines you.

so, you see yourself as a shadow figure unworthy of developing interest,

unworthy of wondering about the world-

profoundly unworthy in every sense and deeply absent in your presence.
-ingmar bergman
guinevere van seenes, by tom craig for voque uk- november 2008
via lost in fiber